This blog is written mostly by me, Taryn. And me, Taryn, is a rather strange creature. You see, this person that is me is possibly the most contradictory person I know. I’m not quite sure how to get around that, but that is how it is. At the moment anyway!
So, before this blog gives you any false impressions know this…
- I love organic foods and products. I hardly ever use them. I will tell you exactly which organic foods company I prefer. But my orders have lapsed due to expense and laziness.
- I think eating healthily is important. But last night I had TimTams for supper. My kids had fish fingers and chips. And that is not completely uncommon when Craig is away.
- I am increasingly convinced that vaccinations are filled with ingredients that are more harmful than helpful for our kids. But I worry about whether I am making the best choice by not vaccinating our youngest. I will speak strongly against childhood illness vaccines. But I am not against parents making their own choice and I feel scared of hurting their feelings by my uncomfortable-with-vaccines stand.
- I love homeschooling my kids. But some days I feel like packing them off to school. Other days I worry I’m not doing a good enough job. And while I love homeschooling and I’m glad we’ve made that choice for now, it’s a choice that we’ve chosen to do for the first 3 grades of school, with the aim to reassess at the end of foundation phase. While we may continue homeschooling after that, we may choose not to.
- And, while I write glowingly about the joys of homeschooling, I’m not a militant Us-Against-Them homeschooler! I think that there is value in mainstream schooling and oftentimes I miss the things that schools offer that my kids do not get at home.
- I enjoy baking. Two years ago we managed to do it once a week. These days the kids are lucky if I manage even a birthday party bake.
- I think homemaking and looking after one’s husband and kids in tangible ways is admirable and good. But, I am fortunate enough to have a wonderful 3-4 times a week housekeeper who has taken over 90% of the housework, freeing me up to homeschool and blog … and be lazy. Some weekends see my husband being the prototypical homemaker while I “recover” from the week.
- I have read dozens of parenting books in my short parenting life and have loads of opinions. I usually fail at every ideal I’ve ever had. Inconsistent? Check. Shouting? Check. Lecturing? Check. Lazy? Check. I hate these failings of mine, but I’ve yet to dramatically change them to the point of perfection. Hmm, why is that? Perhaps because only the one who is the I AM is perfect!
- I believe strongly that a wife is to respect her husband and allow him to lead the family even if he sucks at it. Yet, I step on my husband’s toes almost daily, infringing on his right to lead and disrespecting him embarrassingly often.
- I love being social and hanging out with friends. I am terrible at organising play dates and coffee chats. I am energised by small groups and also crowds of people, yet I am such a homebody that I can be at home alone pottering around with the kids all week and only realise on Friday that the last time I drove the car was Monday.
- I think exercise is fantastic. I love running (well, not always!). And my daily agenda includes morning exercise and bible time with the Lord. Sadly, it’s more often than not that that particular part of my day is not accomplished.
- I blog about a new idea or practise in our home: From new Bible verse-learning ideas to my bread-making enthusiasm. I don’t generally blog about when that new idea has fallen by the wayside or I’ve grown too lazy to see the action through. (Yes, my bread machine has been woefully underutilised this winter!)
- I enthuse about life, products, people, things, my family, my ideas, God and more. I get excited about stuff easily and I love to share it. But, in my excitement, I can sometimes seem boastful.
- I think that telling people about Jesus is so important. But I wuss out of that more often than not.
- I come across, too often, as authoritative, together and uncompromising, when all too often I feel weak, uncertain and emotionally fragile.
The only thing that is certain in my life is that over which I have no control. Romans 5:6-8 outlines exactly what that is…
6You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly. 7Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous man, though for a good man someone might possibly dare to die. 8But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.
So, while I really suck at being consistent, I know that it is He who keeps me from falling. And it is He who will shape my children, because of and in spite of our parenting. And, at the end of the day, it’s not about whether I can bake bread from scratch or consistently wake up at 5am (wahahah!) to have a decent quiet time and exercise time. It’s about glorifying God. And we can most glorify Him when we are most satisfied in Him. And, while I inconsistently work on that, I know that no matter how often I fail, Christ has already died for my sin and is waiting, arms open wide, to welcome me Home.
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If Jesus dying for your sins sounds awesome or crazy or foreign or ridiculous or just plain dumb, check this site out to get the full picture of why God thinks it’s the most important thing ever. It’ll take just 5 minutes. And, I reckon, 5 minutes isn’t very much time to find out more about a rather weighty claim that could potentially have an eternal bearing on your life.
(Finally, I’ve switched off comments on this post, because I really don’t want to perpetuate the idea that I’m looking for admiration or praise. Thank you for those who have been encouraging. I really appreciate it and it helps to give me some balance and perspective when I’m in the thick of second guessing myself constantly. However, for those for whom this blog is a big stumbling block, the encouraging comments can come across like praise – and that kinda defeats the purpose of the post.)


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September 8, 2010 (12:15) Sam and Joshua 1:9 Awesome! Thx Nikki. Funnily enough we do that quite a bit too. Just didn't know it had a name!
September 8, 2010 (10:08) Dough Recipe for Cinnamon Buns Yum, those sound great! I think I will definitely have to give them a go but will have to substitute the bread flour for something else (we have g...
September 8, 2010 (9:53) Sam and Joshua 1:9 Sorry, I didn't see your question about buddy reading: Buddy reading/paired reading. 1) First time I read it pointing to words. 2) Second ti...
September 8, 2010 (9:23) Dough Recipe for Cinnamon Buns mmmm... looks good... will definitely be trying these! Thanks for the recipe!
September 7, 2010 (10:43) Have Comments? Hi Roz - I followed my links and found out that I had put the wrong link in on the previous post! But, I don't actually have the dough recipe on t...
September 7, 2010 (5:47) Chocolate Cinnamon Buns Yummmmm! I can smell them over here! Definitely making those sometime soon!
September 7, 2010 (12:40) Have Comments? Hi T I hope you are very well!! Please can you send me a link to the original cinnamon bun recipe, I can't seem to find it and I would like t...
September 6, 2010 (1:33) Sam and Joshua 1:9 awesome Lindy! What a lovely idea. I especially like the "hiding them in their heart" idea. Methinks that may be worth doing sometime! :) Love ...
September 6, 2010 (10:55) An angel on earth Lerma Sally is right - you truly are one of the warmest people I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. I wish you lots of love and hope you make...
September 6, 2010 (8:25) Hugs from God Happy Birthday Mikey! , You are just the most eatible 2 year old munchkin in Cape Town. We love your smile that curls around from ear to ear and ...
September 6, 2010 (12:14) Hugs from God amen!
September 5, 2010 (9:38) Hugs from God Yes, and he often answers our smallest desires. He desires to bless us too, I have experienced small gifts along the way, like a loving parent wou...
September 5, 2010 (8:03) Sam and Joshua 1:9 Taryn, I know you suggested we share ideas for memorization here, and this is actually taking a short cut,not an original idea. It is not Sonlight...
September 4, 2010 (8:26) Repost: Patricia St John THAT is one of my most favorite passages. I have referred to it often or by remembering it or reading it again aloud... It is the book that Tess ...
September 3, 2010 (8:43) Stop by and say hi! :)
September 3, 2010 (8:33) Kefir, water and bread Awesome, me again. I followed your link to Jubileejoy and see they live in KZN where we are. I've also been wanting to get my hands on some Kefir g...
September 3, 2010 (8:20) Stop by and say hi! Kewl The 'Nourishing Traditions' cookbook by Sally Fallon gives great advice for mum's nutrition and also on what to feed baby when. I don't kno...
September 2, 2010 (11:09) Stop by and say hi! Debbie! Awesome! I am so super chuffed that someone tried the tongue craft (or braved the ew factor!!) Very exciting! Hi to JP :) Thanks for t...
September 2, 2010 (11:08) Stop by and say hi! Michael - I'm very glad to hear that my vaccine posts have been helpful. Sticking my neck out, even in my own "space" here on the blog, isn't alwa...
September 2, 2010 (9:20) Stop by and say hi! Thanks Taryn We really feel the same. Have read a lot about Thimerasol and also about the Vit K injection. Was also shocked to read your blog ab...